Afraid of the isolation, too scared to make a difference. Awaken my senses to feel what’s right, transfix my mind to sacrifice. Justice for the injustice. External forces define my choices. I pray for the winds of change, a change in thinking, where my actions stray. The fear is in my mind, my truest form hides inside. I regret not being strong enough, to give up my body, to incarcerate my soul, and surrender my existence, to release myself from this doubt. Find my strength, blind my fear. Transform my pain into something worthy. This suffering will remain until I make a change.