Only been pouring fuel on the fire
Beneath my feet
A positive mindset is so hard to keep
When everytime I wake I wish to fall back asleep
My life is on pause
Remember when it wasn't this way
It's nails digging in
It's every fucking day
True happiness unavailable
Fire on a match - a short stay is inevitable
I cannot look back being this way
Kicking my legs out from underneath me
In fear of something I cannot see
All I want is my mind to be set free
Something to give me a guarantee
The more attention I give to you
Makes it much harder to try and push through
But this isn't new
I've just never had a fucking clue
Nothing seems to let me cut these ties and start new
Then again this is the mindset caused by this problem
Still stuck in the same place I visit so often
There is people who care to be fair
But don't wanna share
I swear I'll scare
'Cause they ain't aware
Fucking sick of keeping distances
This wants to kill my existence
This is how it's fucking made me
But I rise to my feet
This is how it's fucking made me
This ain't a one way street
Alone or happy you are there
Trying to discourage all the time
Sometimes I give away your existence
Your gift of hell is mine
Will not quit
Cannot break
My life is not yours to take
Try again
The same result
Your underestimation of my will is your fault
Self orchestrated labotomy
To free myself from this grip on me
Took some time but now I see
The only option is to believe it can set free
One day you could kill me
You nearly did
If I can't stop you now
I'd have lost the fight that I always hid
Growing up in the Midwest US in the early 2000s, this is a blast to listen to! A total throwback to It Dies Today, Wings of Scarlet, Arkangel, and maybe even some Bleeding Through! Metalcore is still alive, at least in the UK... great work, folks! sam metal xvx
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